'Another day is a new beginning'

I went through a mixed bag of emotions today as I dragged myself outta the house to make it to my counselling appointment which ended up going from 9 -11 I felt happier after I left for a while until the end of the day when I struggled to find enough cash on me without spending what I mean't to give to Mum. I just needed some hairties to tie my hair back it's so annoying then I kinda became obsessed with my guitar again. I cleaned it too I felt like shit for half the afternoon. Unfortunetely I usually feel this way it's just the way my life is I would like to fix it competely but there are so many factors beyond my control.