'Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It's our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.'
- Marianne Williamson, A Return to Love

Got up and ready to go shopping by 10am came back at 11:30 had lunch and took off again. I felt really frustrated and irritable today I was driven mad till I got back to nan's place then had lunch and got really bored so I went down the street because there was nothing else to do. Matt found me. So I went to the skate park for a while and it was still fucking boring and I was eating butterscotches almost non stop until I put a piece of chewy in my mouth. Matt got shitty cos I wouldn't go to Betty Free's place. I mean do I really fucking have to I don't care I'm not gonna do stuff so the rest of my family is happy. Man I wanna get outta this hole. Only 1 more day WHAT! One more whole day! I think I'm gonna die!